Oh.. I forgot to say that discarding is not a option - I can't.
I was every night awake when it was -25C or sometimes even -27C outside and every hour I went out and put another load of wood into furnace. And so one and half months. + electric heating(electricity bill was over 400eur more than usual). Because it was still pretty cold I had to cure them with fungicides, If it was cloudy outside then I had to give them more light, water and feed them. I slept maybe 4 hours per day and now discard? No!
Imagine that you are waiting a baby and then in hospital you get twins. But you bought only one bed and can't buy right now a second. Are you then saying so: "Darling, choose one you like more and let's throw the other one to garbage bin!"?
I doubt you will say so...
After all that I must fight until the end!