Unfortunately I was never much use for people who were just a bit "poorly". Fortunately very few people ever need the services of Intensive Care and for anything else I was no use. There is a saying that goes; you know more and more, about less and less, until, you know everything about nothing. This was about eight for me.
I thoroughly enjoyed medicine for the first 20 years, then hated it for the next 10. Whether it was hating it that made me ill, or, becoming ill made me hate it, I will never know.
Early retirement has been brilliant in some respects; I dont miss the job, but, I do miss the the people. I now have lots of time to do anything or nothing. I can thoroughly recommend concentrated navel gazing.