Posted: 29/08/2014 at 22:41
Might I suggest. The past...Water under the bridge. OK. Yes. I consider ALL forum members, my friends. Yesterday. I attended the local hospital for the results of my second cancer op. It's strange but true. One Doc and I have become great friends. Yesterday , he was in the chair. Hi Mike, god to see you again buddy. Turning to a young lady doc in the room. He introduced us and said. Mike and I are old friends. Honestly, such a grand greeting. More wa sto follow. Mike. Good news my friend. The last op showed the cancer completely gone. Truthfully nobody can imagine how I felt. The ongoing program was set out. Every six months. I would have a flexi scope exam. This would continue for ten years. I explained my side of events. The infections following the ops, really did cause problems. I becam depressed, short tempered even with myself. You name it. I had it. High temperatures etc, bad dreams. In all honesty. What I experienced was so far from the truth about me. Perhaps my frind Punkdoc can shed some light here. Although of course I would have loved to have had my mate beside me, However in all honesty, As it might seem. being there and yet at the same time, being an observer. I was frightened and terrified. Then part of me wa sdisgusted at whtaever I represented. Typical nightmare. As a stronghold. I had my faith. I still had my great love and devotion to my family and my scienific interests. But it was all so mixed up. Talk about ,'Alice through the looking glass'. Now thankfully. It seems that the eagle has landed. So Strange how events can take over ones mind etc, So friends. Will you raise a glass with me and say. Thanks that Mike has got the all clear and hopefully can re-enter the real world.