Posted: 04/06/2014 at 21:01
Aint we funny?
We all have odd phobias. Illogical thoughts, random ideas, irrational fears. All of us. When things are going well I expect things to go wrong. I am riddled with self doubts even though I know, deep down, I am good at certain things.
Not madness Edd. Human beings think too much ...over think. It's ironic that the very dirt that provides your living also provides your fears. I used to do door to door sales....for a short time in my youth....but the thought of making my first call was debilitating. Often I would get back into my car and drive off. I still am like that to an extent. Maybe it's the same with you....the fear of dirt on your hands until you actually, physically get your hands dirty.
As a Samaritan I took so many calls from people with all sorts of emotional issues that were often helped by talking/ listening.
The "experts" have to label everything, to identify "disorders" and to describe as normal or abnormal so I am sure someone out there will love to give a name to your "condition" Edd.
Just keep reading this thread Edd.......we will all post oddities about ourselves. We are ALL a little odd It's normal Edd